it really sucks t be broke.
:(
alot alot of stuff i i want t buy! my pay is like sooooo lowwww i carn get much things. :( well,i only work three days in a week. but it feels soo tiring t be working at that timing. okay people i know, serve me right. haha. i only work 12 days in a month &i get 700++ i wish i could work everyday! HAHAHA. crazy.
LOL. is my blog dead or what. how come so little people is taggin!
anyway, today is 933 fm 25th something. haha.&very very coincidentally i was at bugis. &i manage t catch DARREN TAN singing. :D:D seriously those pictures of him donte do him justice .he look almost completely different live! so much more better looking! pk took some shots ,&i had t leave alr. sorry babe.
but she had t leave for dinner too. so welll,we dint mange t get any shots of him posing. :(
lol.
wah lau. i carn believe my luck man.
i met two mad man in one day!
first one, i got onto th bus &sat at th sit beside th window. then this mad man got up th bus. he started shouting nbcb nbcb. then he SAT DOWN BESIDE ME. &he stated mumbling nonsensical stuff . thats not all! HE STARTED SPITING . FUCK man, &fucking kana me. cb. i was nearly LATE &was damn afraid that he would block me from alighting . haha. i swear man sher , i will cry ON TH SPOT k. HAHAHA.
so.. work ended haha,&stella came &we had breakfast at mac together. i wanted t use th toilet then i saw a man went in before me. but when i went forward th door wasnt lock. i was quite amused at first. i mean ..ok maybe he didnt do it on purpose.then another man came & i told him there is someone inside. he was quite amused too. then th man came out. i swear ..not even a wee bit embarrassed.damn freaking phyco man. so after th toilet thingy ..went t buy food &he too q-ed after i sat down. then he sat right opposite our table. wtf man. thats not freaking all la. he sat down with his bird bird fucking sticking out. okay, i know th bird bird freaking amusing description but that was how sher call it .hahahaha. it was soo damn..i donte know man..i was like fuck la..freaking flasher ,go home need t wash eyes alr. freak man. then i felt angry. i mean he obviously purposely was trying to show his dick right . then what..want t air his bird bird meh.WTF man. such atrocity. i should have just called th police man. lucky he went off after he finish his food. freaking gross man.
lucky i had sher talkin t me early in th morning . she went shao mu-ing. haha. thanks sher,i think if you hadnt talked t me i would have exploded trying to speak t someone about such horrible experience.
alright. lemme show you something!
growing series of me & my bro :D
i think this is th first one. for passport
primary school. my bro looks like he haven got teeth yet. HAHA .damn cute man
secondary. i know i look screwed. but my bro looks damn innocent la. wth.
POLY:) currently. hehehe. my brother got thinner :( i look so fat compared t him la. but its not becusim really fat k,its my brother that is too skinny.
hehehe. my brother damn effing cute right ;)
:P BYE
sigh sigh sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......
all th tears you shed & those blame that have been indirectly inflicted by me t you.
i owe you big time jesscy.
(: sorry &thank you.
im quitting pool fusion after April .
it is really up t you t decide whether t continue or end it?
doesnt people always say it takes two hands t clap?
why isit that people find it so easy t drift apart or simply ignore me?
making me feel so awkward t face anyone of you .
tell me,am i doing something soo wrong that cause you t behave that way,or am i so insignificant that you can easily give me up ? uhm?
just cause of one simple sentence i utter,one wrong move i made.
i lost something that meant soo much more than what i have done &said.
whyy sooo smart?
things had gone way awkward it seems almost impossible t return t how it used t be.
it was really hard for me..
t get t know ,t be able t consult ,confront ,gossip ,go crazy ,trust, love another.
it took me months t be able t open up &talk t another.
now everything, goes back t where it has startd.
oh wait, are we even
acquaintance now?
got t run.bye!
hello.
im off for work! :( another three days in th rowww night shift. sigh.. why isit that everytime i really need help no one can replace me whereas im always soo ready t help everyone else.
THIS IS SOOO DARN UNFAIR.im really not free on sat & NO one is free t replace me. :(
ohwellll!
hello!
omg damn early la. i woke up at 9AM.-.- slept at 12pm ytd thou.
humm..
got t go get my enrollment thingy done &sent by today! :(
bye~
hehehe.
i just came back. its like 8:42 am. im going t like posb now. -.- all thank t Y.
hah.
anywayy.. exciting exciting day i had.
my virgin motorbike ride~
so like,work ended around 5am,saturday yea. so Y like usual saturdays still around playing th football machine-.-.& was hungry thus we decided t go for breakfast. we headed t prata house. &omg, th ride there was like WOOOO~ crazy man. hahah. totally scared like a pig but didnt dared t utter any noise. he said i was super not steady &he could feel his bike moving left and right. haha.
so we ate at some noodles store beside prata house. it was soso,but i was terribly hungry after th ride-.- so we sat and chit chat for a while. &he wanted t go look for AXS machine t pay his bills! ._. i thought i was th road idiot but his like worst la, for a moto rider for TWO freaking years. he can still get lost going home. cute huh. hahaha.
so we rode to like queenstown very randomly and he was like wha, for so many years i wanted t come here but didnt know how t .now i know! -.-!! then we rode down t orchard & i reached home.hummm.. i guess i wasnt of much help in finding th AXS machine. HAH!so i ended up ps-ing him under my house block. =X feeling kinda bad alr. hope that blur boy wonte get lost on his way home. haha.he practically wasted all his oil he just topped up! omg.
haha.
alrights,gtg.
BYE:D
i logged into blogger with th intension of vent/bitching.
i decided not t. cuz i donte have much energy left.
isnt much t say. OH WELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL ...
i have this anger boiling inside me. i carn help it, im just soo angryyyyyyyy.
of course i have reasons for being angry. but all i conclude is ..im speechless.
everyone seems t have a good reasons for their doings enough t shut me up, it seems almost unreasonable or pointless t get angry. BUT I CARN HELP IT. im ANGRY. &im not APPEASED:(
ok..if you know me,im not someone who can get angry over something and hold my grudges against someone for a long time. but i donte know whyy im sooo pissed off every now and then.
im going back t bed.
gdnights.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PK!
=)
hee.
its great t get posted t tp.
i ve got a straight bus there. i ve got friends going t take th same bus as me there.
ok,thou we wonte be going sch th same day everyday la.
then jesscy will also take th same bus as me! :D
rafi says we can go school together &louis says he wait for bus at th same stop as me!
lol. so random.
alright. i donte know what t blog.
oh, work was supperrrrrrrr tiring. maybe becuz i didnt get t sleep well th day before.
&i ve been going out only when th sun goes down lately that i totally carn stand th sun !
omg,this is soooooooooooo bad. i use t love th sun soo much. aye.. i miss swimming(thou i carn).
ahaha.im suppose t meet jesscy with rae but im soo lazy. how t diet like that! tsk.
anyway, went for pk's birthday celebration at k-box yea.
saw people i have not seen for th longest timeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!
like,mei qi ,janice ,huiting,max, marvin.
i donte miss sher only lorh :P
HAHAHA.
so i left for work around 7pm so i missed out th dinner! ah, broke anyway.
hahaha. i used my only 7 bucks left t bare th shortage from th sales ytd -.-
&i had t wait for th first bus home :(
lucky ytd closed aound 5am. &pool fusion 2 was still open. so i waited for rachel t close &of course for th first bus -.-
alrights,payday in 6 days time! I CARN WAITTTTTT :)
but..everyone else have already gotten their pay:( only left jesscy & ME:(
oh whateverrrrr..
gtg.heh.
bye!:D
hello!
im running latteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. waiting for my ahma t bathe finish -.-
hee. suppose t be at pk's b-dae partayyyyyyyyy.. alrights,mai tu liao.
bye!:D
dcliques is back.! (:
i felt soooo dumb, i deleted my archives :'( now everything is goneeeee,4evaaaaaaa!
sigh, blogging is useless anyway. im soo bad with words.
besides, life is soooooo boring!
i carn wait for school t start. i kinda regretted not staying in mechatronics already.
cuz i anyhow appealed t info comm! haha.
i think im gna drop out not long .
anyway..life pretty screwed now. i need kind words t get thru.
so wonte you people be nice enough t cheer me up a lil by tagging me ?(:
alrights.back soon!:D
