very very boredddddddddddd.......
ve got cheer this evening. omggggggggg. how?!?! damn scared. =x they told us t wear tights? like, leggings? or short shorts? lols. whatever. im ending school damn early!!!!! 1-3pm only-.-
anyway,sat wasnt my last day. wed is. :P &tmr is th eve of public hols. which means i ve t work till 5am!!! lucky thurs is a holiday:D
boreddddddddddddd.. &tmr i ve got rockclimbing -.- heh. oh well........
goodbye (:
ahhhh!!! i used up all my BFF : ( i was so coincidentally thinking why my concealer can last sooo long. &its used up-.-
&th best thing is im soooooo soooo broke with capital B :( im only left with $18 when i ve taken my pay two weeks ago. i need t find a job!! yep,sat was my last day at pf :( &my grandma told me she allows me t continue working-.- !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ohwell.
school was alrighttt.. time pass quite easily in poly :) & i guess i can get along with th girls in my class. hee.
&i seriously need t lose fats la. my pants buttons burst th other day:P hahahaha. &it got lost. :(
anyway,i ve signed up for both rock climbing &cheer leading. shall see after th first prac. yep. really feel like doing something,anything. hah.
alright got t go.!
bye!:D
im so so so tired.
went for work ytd &told my ah ma i was going t school camp.
so i decided t go over jesscy's house t sleep awhile.
but bloody hell i only closed at 5am! :(
so i felt damn hungry &went t eat breakfast at macs.
then went t jesscy's house bathe &slept.
went t school with jesscy at 7 am when my school lesson starts at 12pm-.-
so i dragged myself awake &went t school.
saw siang cong on th bus &he was early by an hour for his lecture too! LOL.
so went t lib,intended t nap there. but lost him after i went t th toilet t change &make up.
so i went t JESSY'S food science lecture.LOL.
idk whether isit really allowed but anyway,it was so damn boring. its soooo hard not t fall asleep.
so after her lecture she accompanied me &we had our lunch at business block.
then i went t have my lessons.
comprog first. my fav,time pass just sooo quickly during comprog >:) hehe.
then two lecture ,one engineering fund -.- & maths -.- .
hahaha. so boring!
bye!
hehe. i did that on purpose sher:P t check your respond. HAHA! of course im grateful t have you around sec three &four year. i suddenly miss
blos. seriously. life without gossips is a DRAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. &i realize there is alot of ahbengzssx in eng school. no offense but i ve been t lecture with ah beng throwing paper planes in class. -.- lucky i was right in front of them,low chance of getting hit:P
anyway,school is sooo boring.&i really am kinda hating th walk t boon keng everyday.! &today was definitely not the day for walking. so damn fucking scorching hot! &i was rushing! luck it was only 9 mins pass 1pm when i reach tp. i live near tp yea. one great thing about going school soooo near man. . :(
&im working tomorrow! anyone have any idea how t tell my grandma bout this:( shit man.
i really gotta go,if not i will not wake up on time t do my hair think of what t wear pack my stuff etc etc. -rolls eyes.
sugar dreams everyone:)
first day of school :(
damn effing tiring. &i dk why, i have this feeling my classmates are like anti-ing me. LOL. like i care. i just want t get my fucking diploma & get th hell out of this school . LIKE REAL.
i really really carn stand being alone. -.- its like im back t square one ,like when i first join my sec three class. i was alone for longer than half a year or so. &then jesscy &pk approach me. whats wrong with me?!
lols. anyway, i ve one classmate who (i think ) thinks his like so fit &handsome what-so-ever. when he give me th impression of STEVEN LIM! hahaha. maybe he idolize him. hummm... he wears like tight fit .ewww.. & "hong" girls like using th most clinch pick up line ever. not that he use them one me .phewww..
so during th lecture ,we have combine classes with other info comm class. &he turned behind &started chatting with th suppose t be pretty looking girl. he asked her,whats your name ? th girl answeres. &he went like WAH YOU NAME VERY NICE eh. -rolls eyes.
seriously man. he came t study or pick up girls? i mean i wonte say anything if he is like sort of cute. but his is erm... no where near one?
that aside. i think its partly becuz i went mia after first day of orientation & thus im not close with my classmates :(
OH WELL.
hahah. guess what. i decided t join....
ROCK CLIMBING!
kidding. :P
had this intension t. but jesscy thinks it will be too obvious that you joining th cca for guys :P
end here.gna sleep:)
thanks girls. im alright now :)
tomorrow is th first day of school! :)
hehe.
i relly hate those blogshop owners that donte do refunds as promise .20 plus bucks just fly away like that ;'(
random.
hah.
i carn fucking stand it anymore.
ive been keeping silent keeping my anger inside me,trying sooo hard t respect her.
&this is what i get?
being called a whore isnt enough?
for fucking sake i ve gotten better results than my brother ,its just that my school start on a later date. &shes saying i should forget about studying go search for a DAY job.
why is it that when i make attempt t change no one ever notice it. havent i already resigned. i ve already given in & intended t get back t schooling.
&pls for fucking sake my dearest bro, arent you suppose t be protecting me?
how many times have i defended you from all her "accusation" that you have been smoking &whatever. i defended you &told everything but th truth. &this is how you thank me?
by calling me a prostitute ?
havent they already realise how much damage their words have inflicted on me?
im not angry, im very very depressed.
do you know how it feels t be labeled as a whore by your beloveds ?
yay! i love my blogskin. do you?
hehe.
im going out now :)
good bye!
damn sleepy now..
humm.. i got my payyyyy: ): )
spend wisely yea. hehehe.
guess what.i ve already spend hundreds of cash on my new hair extension.
i swear this time it look soooo good :)
longer than previous one & thicker.
definitely worth every cent:D
im thinking of getting a phone or a ds lite. its either with this month pay or next. so.. which first?
i really want a ds but a phone seems more realistic since my current one is like shit. ohwell.. after today.. i donte seems t have enough left. if i were t buy a phone i will have no more money till th next pay =X tsk.
&i want th hinge wallet from uban outfitter. any kind soul one t get it for me? :(
it only cost like 20 USD. HAHA. but i donte have th whatever cards t get em online.yea..
whatever..
i need t sleep.
gdnight!:D
sigh, sianeddddddddddddddddddd.
th spree i joined was cancelled!: ( i wanted that thing for agesss &i thought i would be getting them reallll soon. :(:(:( any one know who is organizing an urban outfitter spree?
hey yo! hahaha. it feels weird t be typing on a lappie! hehe. my brother's one that is. i always hated th idea of using laptop. so hard t type, th "mouse" is sooo not user friendly.
anyway.. realize that ive not been blogging with pictures lately.
well..
losing my phone was an excuse..
the real reason being......
after month of binge eating...
i grew a lil bit horizontally.
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ahahahahah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
alright,im just soooo bored. its 4.16 am now..so i shall blog abit before i hit th sack!
some pictures taken with th lappie:D
i love this actually. big eyes! so cute!
okay..now for some decent shots.
i know my complexion is still like before.its annoying :( but it really carn get any better if i donte start sleeping before midnight, which is totally impossible ! i can barely leave house without th minimum concealer.hahaha, CONCEALER - MY NEW BFF :) you donte know how much that thing can do t my skin man. thou i wonte say it will make it totally invisible, but it will make it less.. visible? LOL.. pardon me for th lack of vocabulary yea..
haha.i remember wilfred sia being shock about me having a blog.
cuz he thought "sian" is th only word in my vocab. HAHA.
i thought i said i hate ahlians?
show you my tongue piercing ! :P
hehe.. i know this is like how log ago..
ohwell..i spent th last day of my weekend doing window shopping.as pathetic as it sounds i had a great day out with my bff ,jesscy:)
anyway.. window shopping is good..actually.. cuz you get t know th retail price &compare it with th online blogshops prices.
&guess what i did mange t get a piece of clothing i ve been eyeing for &was planning to get em online ,untill i found th exact piece in bugis street! and it is retailing at 10 bucks cheaper than th one i was gna get! whee! :) i bought enough clothing online t know that it IS th exact same piece & th quality is th same. hehe.great deal yo~ so people ,im telling you stop buying bf shirts online. you can get em at bugis streets at a much much lower price! but soon very very sadly,its gna get sooo.. common! :(
how i hate getting caught wearing th same thing as those ah lians -.-
oh well!
working tomorrow at night. gna catch my beauty sleep now!
goodnight.
morning! its like 3.42 pm. im trying out hair dos. hahahaha. well,nothing better t do at home anyway.
ve been recieving calls &msgs th whole morning when i was still having my beauty sleep.rawrr.but its alright girls:) &im really sorry i sounded grouchy ,i barely could open my eyes man! so damn tired! idk why too.
anyway,going out soon!:D
i swear i freaking hate people playing billiard.
i mean of course i know there are probably nice people who play billiard. but ai ya..donte know what im talking now..
anyway,one group of ah bengszxs came &they sneaked away without paying.i bet they are proudly telling their fellow group of gangsterszxs that they have left after playing like 1hour plus plus of billiard &th counter girl stupidly thought there were going t pay up. they really think i dont know what they have up in mind?
hello? i know there is a freaking back door where you can like walk down th stairs. well,guess what.they got away. yea, you people must be think why so smart sia..know what they were going t do still let them get away.
well,so what if i had chased them back? those poor bengs probably wonte have money t pay up. their bill was 17.4 fyi. i bet its quite alot t them.
sigh.like how pathetic can they get? sneaking away becuz of that 17.4 bill?
&then getting themself forever blacklisted in poolfusion.of course they can still come &play when im not working that is. count their luck that they wonte bump into me in th streets then.
i know its unfair t make judgment just becuz of one group of guy. but they really had freaking pissed me off.&im still freaking dulan now. i guess it was really kind of me not t have chase after them. they better not appear in front of me EVER. they practically owes me MONEY. &im really really short of cash recently. &whatever they have done is really not.very.nice.anyway.
i really carn stand these kinda scumbags. doing downright stupid things &then thinking they can get away. like how long can they survive with this kinda life man. like,whats wrong with them?
im very tired now.
so many freaking things going on in my mind.
money!relationships!
PROBLEMS! i should have never gotten myself into this shits.
what was i thinking!
&you know, i freaking hate it when people look at me like im a whore? like,i know maybe people carn agree with th way i dress ,,my make up or whatever.&you must be thinking i wanted all these didnt i,having old ah pek staring at me,waving at me. well,at least i haven met any that approach me and ask me t quote a price. okok,getting absurd. but isit really wrong t dress up? i mean ,i really aint like sending out th wrong signal or whatever.serious! I WAS FREAKING WEARING SHORTS. not those shorts that only cover your butt(Thou i do wear them ,sometimes) but anyway,one malay man,freaking waved at me &winked? whatever he did. i was annoyed. i feel like taking off my shoes &just throw them on his face or something. i mean,what is he doing waving at me? its so freaking disgusting you know. like was he expecting me t walk over &flirt with him or something by waving at me.
i carn stand it.!one million thoughts just went pass me mind &i carn probably blog it all down.glad im meeting jesscy tomorrow! she will make everything seems sooo much more better.
bye!
nothing's up these day.
zzz.
except.. i just told boss im qutting after april!
humm.. good thing or bad thing?
school's starting!
carn wait!:D
had t go prepare for work.
zzz. th rain! -rolls eyes.
