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today was freaking not th day for me.

monday blues probably.

anyway,i woke up feeling damn HOT! whats with th weather . ?
so it got me pissed off cuz when you sweat it gets damn difficult t put on make up.

so luckily i wasnt late for school.
cuz i woke up two hours earlier t prepare.
when i couldnt even get t sleep cuz i was working th night before.


so anyway.. during lab lesson,studio 8.
michelle was showing us some blogs of underage mummies.


glancing thru those blog ,i donte know whether t feel happy or t feel sorry for them
happy cuz they can actually settle down at sucha young age with a family ,thou most are unplanned but at least they are responsible / brave enough t endure everything & bring up th baby. sorry cuz whatever they do ,they have something that will be holding them back, their family.


actually i donte see anything wrong with getting married young thou becuz of th unplanned baby. i think its really not about th age , getting married & settling down is something most eventually get t at some part of their life. its like a sooner or later thing. ? i donte see why people are full of comments when it comes t underage mums. i think they are th greatest!


anyway,if you are interested in reading more about underage mummies blogs or just want t take a look at cute baby photo you can ask me yea.! :D
hee.


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i came across this phrase &it lighten me up a lil.

it writes, life is not about finding yourself, its about CREATING yourself.

ive been "finding" myself for past years.trying t do things that is "me"
i know it probably donte make sense.

anyway, i used t like doing alot of things.
i carn simply name it all out.
but over th years i find myself getting more introvert , & my self esteem gets lower?
like, i use t do things i like &i stop doing it becuz i think i donte do well in it.
like im very VERY mindful of what people says about me.&what i think people say about me.

i donte know how t put down everything that is going on in my mind. nothing is in th right sequence &im just blogging randomly.

i was just about t blog about how i feel disgusted by mans lately. i decided not too cuz this post is getting lengthy.


got t go .


bye!

posted by MAGDELENE X) @ 8:07 PM