i donte know why some of th pictures i took with classmates on thrus donte looks clear. >.<
anyway, i went t school ytd for TWO HOURS-.- doing practically nothing la.
&&& was damn suayyyy, went t AS building t look for jesscy . i walked up th stairs & th next thing i knew i TRIPPED OVER .fuck man. i bet th guys behind me was laughing at me. :c veryvery paiseh. now,i have blue blackssss on my legs. :c:c &my hands got hurt too.! :(
then i had work at night. &i closed at 8am this morning. -.- i worked for 12 hours! even th cleaner came and went off alr lorh! zzz.
&i just woke up at 2 pm becuz of leg cramp! -.- lols.
ohwellssssssssss... i need t faster edit th pictures & go study for my two papers next week! hee.
alright. pictures.! hehe.
sorry joan,i carn help but add a cheek piercing on your dimple =x
im lazt t upload them one by one. lols. but i think you can grab them from my friendster:)
byeee!
GUESS WHAT??!!?
i carn believe i actually got a 14/20 for COMPROG.
HAHAHAAHA!! feel happy for me pls.
then today we had comprog lessons & we are suppose t do this lab test .
i ve completely no idea how t do, best thing is he told ask t sit like separately with a comp between each of us.
heh. in th end i got ben char t help me with everything anyway.
thanks ben! hee.
in th end th teacher came over &saw him helping me do all.
so when th teacher was checking th prog ,he was like magdelene hu.. how did you manage t get a 14 uh.
haha. lucky ,very very lucky !
i think th teacher is trying t say i cheated in th test.his forever accusing people one lorh! rawwrrr!!
i really plain LUCKY!
&&& i really donte like it when people call my name together with my surnameee ! =.=
i still hate javaaaa!!!
hee. so after th two hours of lab test we headed for eng fund lecture! yea, like finally!
hah! i think i like this subject most, thou th teacher speaks with peerrrfecct INDIAN slang ENGLISH which no one in th class uds i guess its still quite an easy subject t study . humm..
then i skipped maths lecture with mich &joan .
met up with marvin ,tony ,yiwen & Zhixin .yea random. hahaha.
!! something random i stumble upon.i signed up for th astrology reading & this is what it says about ...Section 1: How You Approach Life and How You Appear To Others
Quiet, deep, emotionally complex and intensely private, you are not a person who is easy to get to know and understand. You are extremely sensitive but disinclined to show it, and you allow only a special few into your inner world. Like a wary animal, you are cautious and mistrustful of those you do not know until you "sniff them out". You are very, very instinctive and intuitive. You usually have a strong, immediate gut reaction to people, even though you may be unable to clearly articulate why you feel as you do. Your feelings and perceptions go deeper than words.thou i donte quite get th last part, haha the first few line really kinda tells alot about me. the second part..Section 2: The Inner You: Your Real Motivation
You have good mental concentration and the ability to become completely immersed in your work. You seem to know things at an instinctive, nonverbal level and prefer learning through direct experience or apprenticeship rather than vicariously via books or lectures. You have mechanical ability and work well with your hands. You could become adept at sculpture, pottery, carpentry, stained glass, or anything that involves doing and making things manually. Biology (and related fields such as medicine) interests you as well. You also have an instinctive rapport with animals, and may feel you relate better to them than to people! You tend to become narrowly focused upon your own specialized interests and may not have much to say or communicate outside that field.not so sure about this. haha. i know its stupid t read this kinda things cuz its like everyone born on this particular date will get th same reading? im not so sureee =x anyway,just bored. hee
okay,back t post.
i shall spare you guys from th boring details.
anyway, marvin! it feels good t be talking t you again. (:
see you again sooon!
i need to start doing wrtorial alr c:
shall be back with pictures with classmates! :D
bye!
today's comprog test went alright.
at least there were mceeq questions t try my luck on. zzz.
& every person sitting beside each other gets a different question paper so you carn cheat at all >.<
i keep looking over at joan's paper & see all th different answers.
alright, got t go study.
revision on tmr!
bye! c:
i ve comprog test tmrrrrrrrrr!!! :c
:c life shattering man. hah! okay, whatever.
i hate javaa ,dieee diee!! =c
hello!
im up damn early. i ve bathed, ate breakfast , done my make up, hair ,everything. hee
now,im going t wait for lunch, & study maths!
bye!:D
okay, i sooo hate Mondays.
i always wake up late on Mondays, & it like th longest day with lessons from 9 to 5pm ,break of 1 hour-.-
but! mr siva marked me present! :) if not my attendance is going t drop another few percent plus th previous time i skipped. =p
hee. &i got a 28/40 for th eng fund quiz! which is miraculously a PASS! :D
but i flunk my studio 8 test =c i got a 16 /60? i donte rmb. its just too pathetic. haha.
everyone hates th teacherr! rawwrrr.
i received a letter from M1 today. my bill accumulated to 211. 45. =c
it suggest that i pay by installment, which is 50 plus that particular month bill.,i estimate an amount of 80 bucks!!?! crazy man, i ve intended t pay all 200 after i got my pay anyway.
random post.
anyway, my last sat spent with sher,mab &sher's friend josh was th best time i ever had since a long long time =c we slacked around in starbuck ,walked t cine from us & e2 max till 4am, cabbed down t tpy mac for breakie & board th first bus home.
i really miss sec school!
i carn wait till mab's birthday at sentosa.
hah,yea i give up trying t be fair.
going off! :)
heh.
picturess! :D
donte go click big pls.
th image is damn effing huggeee!
taas!
freak man.
i hate it .hate it when people come lying t me &still cheekily telling me lie t you for what.
thats it man, YOU bloody liar. , you are no longer a friend of mine.
oh, sherlyna &maybelynn was phyco -ing me t go tanning ! rawwrrr.
>.< sher says im too yellow skinned to be fair :( &i should go tan myself!
well,i used t be tan -.-
cuz i used t love th sun!
how??! fair or tan? ?? ?
jesscy is so gna nag at me ..haha. yea,have t agree fair people always always look better.
&i so want t be fair.! T.T
i wasnt under th sun for th three months of holiday since i worked night shift.
but i still aint getting any fairerrrr! !!!!
hahaha.
okay,i still haven start on my next topic.
goodnights! :)
lols. im going t start with today is sooo not my day ,yet again :(
i got 14/20 for maths quiz when almost everyone else clinched a full 20/20 :(
well, since its th first one, but i thought it should be th easiest since its th first?
my god, am i dumb or what.
&then ,th studio 8 test. i totally kept swearing throughout th whole test la! fuck up teacher. -.-
@^%$@^!$#^!%&!%$& i did th first part 5 marks, & th second part 10 marks, which i doubt i got it right anyway. &th rest were left undone, everything was done on th comp & i got stuck with a very minor problem. :(
rawrrrr i donte want t study anymore :(
but! th rest of th day spent with sher &maybelynn was awesooommeeee:D
hee, carn wait till th next time we meet yea.
:)
took a picture with maybelynn's laptop but th size its tooo small.
&i left for home earlier cuz i am damn BROKE.
:( :( :(
another test on tomorrow!
bye :(
my bro damn poor thing. he got discharged TWO days after operation. -.-
my grandma damn -.- la, she was like,must be ttsh no bed for patient. HAHAHA! WTF man.
but i seriously donte know t laugh or cry at my bro man. he looks like his having a hard time doing everything.
& seeing me bro's friends all hurrying t visit him in hospital,i envy him alot actually. it used t be ,when we were younger ,me having more friends around me. but now, it seems like th total opposite.
Best thing is i only told one of them & one group went .lols. even me myself as a blood sister didnt go down la -.- i kept thinking appendix nia.. small operation.
hah. &i really tot it was nothing much until i see him move with so much difficulty. .
hee.bye!
Today's maths quizzie was eassyy !
heehee.
anyway,so not my day today!
BUT! i received mailsss :) items!! yay!
my fluff hinge wallet spells gorgeousss!! :)
yes,its pretty big, but i love th printings on it!
im getting my urban outfitters one soon too! hee. then i will have two hinge wallet.
hee!
lovely isnt it?
anyway,
one random thing
i realize th bhss slacking kiakis who i know likes t call me SIAO EH!
LOL.
there is nothing wrong with it, i tot.
until my classmate tell me SIAO EH = GIRLFRIEND! HAHAHA.
one eg, siang cong saw me at th library entrance ,he was surprised &he went like ay, SIAO EH! HAHAHA.
lols.
just now marvin called ,
EH,Hello? SIAO EH!
lols. i couldnt recognize th number larh. i tot which random stupid guy randomly called and call me siao eh. -.-
at least call me name larh.
-.-
lols.
byebye!
argh..i need t get my heart into studying. >.<
i went t school for like 2 hours today.haha! went for computer programming & decides t not go for th last two hours of lectures.hee.
tmr is da maths quiz! i want t score. but im not studying. tsktsk.
lols
ohwell!
blogging is great!
i deleted a whole pile of shit i wrote &nevertheless i still feel hundred times better than when i first start typing.
&strangely when th mood get better people get along with you better as well! :)
of course shit still happens. &its still on going.
just like piercings, they arnt painful.
its just healing process:)
i wish things in my family gets better.
i nearly went bonkers today. there is just so many shits going on.
Bro, pls be fine.
Its strange how things always happens all in one time.
sometimes things i donte wish t tell doesnt mean it will not happen.
but when it does happen i guess ,its inevitable.
;)
like what am i to say?
my sixth sense wasnt wrong.
if your bf broke up with you right after he found a new girl would you consider that as cheating?
to make me feel worst than he alr made me felt,i had t find out this shit?
i donte bloody deserve this!
i donte deserve a guy who is a fucking hongster,
who is so damn fucking self centered .
who hold his fucking esteem so fucking high.
who only sees fault in others.
now i know,this is how much temptation a guy can take.
just one day,&its enuff for him t find a new girl and have a change of heart.
im really really gald i didnt put in my all.
im just plain upset t know im so easily replaced.
i guess this is life,&he is just human.
a bustard he is.
ahh!i donte feel like going for th first two lectures. -.-
i had sucha sweet dream i feel like i can sleep forever~~ hee.
got t go prepare. bye!
MAGDELENE HU ZHEN YAN!
to me you are not a boring person la!
you laugh out loudly when i started talking..
you give me suggestions when i have problems..
you gossip and update me with all the news which I don't know..
you always surprise me with all the things I want..
he is the one who cant wait for you to accept him totally. LOL! LOSER~
Perhaps he is not right one for you. You just can't really be yourself and prove out all your good points to him.
I can only say..
always
wait for the right one than choosing the bad one
without thinking.
there is nothing to be sad about right? relationship ain't the most important things in our lifes, I always say that.
anyway we are still young haha!
i nearly teared upon reading this. thanks JESSCY! your words meant a million!
i donte know how t express how much your post meant t me, but !
youre right,
we are still young! haha!
gtg sleep.
byebye!
why is being quiet deemed as someone who doesnt know how t comfort another.?
okay fine, i am never good at consoling others, but im definitely a very good listener.
ok,so what if im someone filled with comforting words when im not even sincerely listening?
comforting words everyone knows how t say, so whats th point?
of hearing th same old,its alright things will get better ,it does not mean anything if i arnt really listening.
"HE" just made me felt like th world lousiest person ever!
&yup, th reason for this break up , Im too quite.
i carn agree more with sher tat this too dumb a reason.
but there is nothing more t say, im really tooooo quiet.
but everyone knows that, he knows it himself.
&since he carn appreciate or tolerate it, i guess we are better off this way.
i hate myself too for being too quiet &boring.
i carn help it, just becuz i carn open up t others means i deserve t get this kinda treatment. ?
maybe ,i shouldnt have a boyfriend. i bore people out too easily.
anyway,
passerby, i felt rather surprise t see your message.i know you wouldnt do any harm t me. i just donte know how t face you ,i was sooo afraid you will ignore me like you did tat night. im really gald you still care t drop a message and read my blog. :)
maybelynn, i was really touched t see you calling me and asking if i was ok. simple gesture that makes me feel warm deep down. :) meet up soon yea!
&Ym, single hood rocks aye! &yeah,i knew about yours too. meet up during hols. :)
jesscy ,thanks for for cheering me up! :D
&teddy for trying to! haha!
its only during th toughest time tat you realize who are th one that really cares.
im thankful t have great friends around me.
anyway,check back for pictures if you want.
of me cam whoring that is!
those horrible eye bags need t be gone!
&im soooo gonna start dieting!
:)
laters!
arghhh!!!!!!!!! i hate myself! :(
this is quite interesting,:)
wonder if its true uh.
If you should ever be forced by a robber to withdraw money from an ATM machine, you can notify the police by entering your Pin # in reverse.
For example if your pin number is 1234 then you would put in 4321 recognizes that your pin number is backwards from the ATM card you placed in the machine. The machine will still give you the money you requested, but unknown to the robber, the police will be immediately dispatched to help you. This information was recently broadcasted on TV and it states that it's seldom used because people don't know it exists..
Please pass this along to everyone possible.
hee.dad bought home a new phone! :)
G800. aint m dream phone,but shall not whine. cuz! i still love it! thou its fat .lols. th camera is like 5.0 mega pixel. ! :D with 3x optical zoom! i hope it spells nice pictures!
thou i know its bad that i had t change that cha pa lang pone with him back. but he did say he wonte kow how t use it anyway :P hee. th appearance wise is still alright,its a slide phone,. not much negative comment. just donte like it thickness & i never really liked samsung. im a Sony Ericsson user! :) hee. but yep,after all th months with that !%!$^ phone, this is way tooo good enuff:)
alright,school starts late tomorrow. but i still want t sleep early!
hehe.
SHER! HAHA.
we still complete each other yea!
she randomly msn-ed me,
Where'd you go, I miss you so.
then i replied,
seems like forever tat you been Gone!!!!!
hee .
i feel like being single again!
why get restricted by someone i donte even love.
well,i thought ..
nevermind..
so school pass damn fast! heh. i likeee!! i really really carn get my hearts into studying. its not like poly life is really tough. at least for now.
i just hope i can faster get into studying mood yea.
&i hope i can get t meet up with friends.
i forget if i had any.
date me pls :'(
today was freaking not th day for me.
monday blues probably.
anyway,i woke up feeling damn HOT! whats with th weather . ?
so it got me pissed off cuz when you sweat it gets damn difficult t put on make up.
so luckily i wasnt late for school.
cuz i woke up two hours earlier t prepare.
when i couldnt even get t sleep cuz i was working th night before.
so anyway.. during lab lesson,studio 8.
michelle was showing us some blogs of underage mummies.
glancing thru those blog ,i donte know whether t feel happy or t feel sorry for them
happy cuz they can actually settle down at sucha young age with a family ,thou most are unplanned but at least they are responsible / brave enough t endure everything & bring up th baby. sorry cuz whatever they do ,they have something that will be holding them back, their family.
actually i donte see anything wrong with getting married young thou becuz of th unplanned baby. i think its really not about th age , getting married & settling down is something most eventually get t at some part of their life. its like a sooner or later thing. ? i donte see why people are full of comments when it comes t underage mums. i think they are th greatest!
anyway,if you are interested in reading more about underage mummies blogs or just want t take a look at cute baby photo you can ask me yea.! :D
hee.
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i came across this phrase &it lighten me up a lil.
it writes, life is not about finding yourself, its about CREATING yourself.
ive been "finding" myself for past years.trying t do things that is "me"
i know it probably donte make sense.
anyway, i used t like doing alot of things.
i carn simply name it all out.
but over th years i find myself getting more introvert , & my self esteem gets lower?
like, i use t do things i like &i stop doing it becuz i think i donte do well in it.
like im very VERY mindful of what people says about me.&what i think people say about me.
i donte know how t put down everything that is going on in my mind. nothing is in th right sequence &im just blogging randomly.
i was just about t blog about how i feel disgusted by mans lately. i decided not too cuz this post is getting lengthy.
got t go .
bye!
th cam whore is back :)
hahaha. so boredddd.. i think im going out for a while now.
bye! :D
soooooooo borrrredddddddddddd :(
wanted t stay at home &study.! couldn't get my butt down on th chair &go thru my books. :(
ohwell.
bye:)
i cut my fringe today! idk whether its ugly or not. HAHA. i was intending t cut bangs. but th other time i cut it jess was th only one saying that it looks good-.- & since my current fringe is sooo long it makes me sooo old i decided t trim it.
that Q^!^!$#^$%^ uncle go trim till sooo ugly :(
some old photos...
bye!
anyway,ytd was my last day at pf.
:( of course im gna miss there. but i sort of like th feeling of not having t work.
so,ytd was eve of th holiday &i had t open till 5am.
i totally dozed off. yb took this-.-
so after work ,went t nearby mac & had breakie:) heh. then we took pictures. not very nice as both of us are like damn tired alr . we didnt slp for a whole 24 hour. yup, woke up for school,then after school went for movie with classmates. hansel & gretal or whatever. then ate at pasta mania :D walked around with joan & went for work .no rest . &he went for some ns nafa, he had aches all over &i had t keep laughing at him being soooo nua. LOL
th pictures..
anyway,kope from jess blog
"Went over to pool3 after rock climbing. Peter was like acting weird yesterday winks.. act cute.. giving chilli sauce as a gift.. and all though a bit gay but he is really entertaining.
I will so freaking miss there. ='( right mag? we would miss shuaiges, regulars, nelson gangs, and
MUTHU! LOL!"
LOL.. i wonte miss muthu thou. nelson gang! of course, hahaha.. just looking at jun kai can make my day =)
thou there were times where i totally feel like pf is a sucky working place,as much as i want t leave there, i do want t continue working there,if not for my bf & school. soooo gna miss there. :(
jesscy very LOL right! I KNOW! she macham ar ga liao with out greatest muthu! haha.
his soooo wei da can!
then i took some pictures with jesscy too. like a week ago..
im loving my super super long &nice tresses:) when i look back at my more "rebellious" time its like totally omg, thats sooo fugly. ahlian hair style ,multi colored .lols!
&one very random thing.
i realise i always meet very gentlemen guys.
haha!
like once i board th bus &sat beside a guy. &th aircon was blowing down at me. &i started sneezing,i wasnt cold thou. just kept sneezing. &that guy actually adjust th aircon so that it blows away from me.! :)
&& one guy from nelson's gang. they call him botak.
haha. always very irritating &keep talking t me asking me stuff like then lidat you wonte tired meh...blah..
&i feel bad for ignoring him when he is totally sooo nice la..
like, i have t collect cues and place them back t th shelf. & its seriously not light at all lorh. that botak actually starts helping collecting them &placing them back for me! even if he wasnt playing pool &even if th cue wasnt used by his friend,he would willingly carry them & put them back. although very anyhow-ly &i still have t arrange them again la. lol.
haha.i shall end here!
good night.
To you she a past, an ex you may say.
To me, she's th bane of my existence.
i remember going out once with bf &we bump into his ex school mates from his CCA group.
&he immediately let go of my hand. i didnt really think much then,but then i think back recalling that his ex were from th same cca group. does it makes more sense now? why he let go of my hand?
at first i thought, is going out with me a disgrace?
then i thought, he hadnt really forget his ex.
the one same age as me,i presume she was th girl he really love.
idk, but i find myself someone so hard t be acknowledged as someone else gf at times.
&this isnt the first time. although i hadnt went into a relationship with th other guys i know.
i think im thinking way too much.
its not doing me good.
got t go.
sorry joan,i carn help but add a cheek piercing on your dimple =x 
