Edits.
Girls should all make regular trip down beauty shop..its a great boost for..self esteem? lol.
i finally did my eyebrows,which is damn messy &makes me looks untidy.
i removed mustache as well...
alright,idk what t do now. so bored..th speaker is not working so i carn even Gossipgirls now ._.
_______________________________________________________________________________Replies hello
minny!
hahaha.
surprise to see your tag ! crazy girl, trance at fusion?
LOL.next time you try connect with your
psp.then you play G2max .! :P && pk is
th girl you talked to about laptop one know.
seeyou on
friday!
heheym,got difference
lorh. you know
th 9pm show
th girl. i argue with my
ahma say its her real blood daughter. then she tell me
zoey tay where got give birth to girl! :P
so did she? give birth to boy or girl ah .LOL
sher, i just read your blog. good luck for your
canoeing whatever. &
donte push yourself too hard k. must find time for me! :D
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just
ytd i was talking about sticking to diet plan.
i stayed up last night pulling all my hairs doing differentiation for my bro._.
today i fucking woke up at 8 +++ & missed two hours of
comprog.
pland to skip
th entire school day but i had to return a book.
args.
netfund was good. not much things to do anyway. & that was my school day. -.-
so i met up with Rafi &had lunch with him.
&i went to boon
keng post office just now. damn
dulan with
th uncle.
it must be at
th post office,where else could it be.
i bet he
didnt check properly. ._.
ive got two postage not
recieved. :(
another one is at newton! :(
alright, guess i have to make a trip down.
All,but one..♥
i know you guys donte want to know what happen in school today.
hehe.but,you may be suprise ..im gna say..
im gna love school afterall.
maybe,after this whole semester i might not want t get separated again :(
aww..
i finally made friends in comprog class (:
like,two of them are from psps, (th class of mechatrotics boys)
& th guy sitting beside me talked t me, & im glad that i was of some help.hee
donte ask me why all th friends i made are guys.
guys are more friendly i guess.girls like to stick t their cliques.
:|
th breaks in btw are really irritating. two hours in th lib one with my DS. &th later one hour with food! th worse thing about having too much break is i eat all th time :(
but i carn eat one full meal, cuz i donte want t sit alone in th canteen :(
so i donte eat much anyway._.
anyway,i woke up at 5 and met pk at stadium.
mad i know.
hahaha. i want t stick to this diet plan.
wake up earlier tmr darling! :)
japanese lesson was fun:)
i was in school from 8am to 6pm. :(
i was in lib &asked to do a quiz by ym:)
1. Do you have secrets?duh?
2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?yes :)
3.Do you enjoy going school?
sometimes ;p
4.What would you do with a billion dollars?
hahaha. shop,shop &shop.
5.Will you fall in love with your best friend?
why not?
6.Which is more blessed,loving someone or being loved someone?
why do quiz like t ask contradicting question .to me its either both ways or no way.
7.List 5 favourite movies.
i donte remember anything that made an impression.
but! chick flicks ftw! :P
8.If the person you secretly liked is already attached,what would you do?
keep it to myself until eventually th feelings fades off.
9.Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?no really .10.Do you have any regrets?kinda hard not to?11.How would you see yourself in 10yrs time?i Would like th see myself married, surprising i know.
but i grow to realise i donte have much love luck. lol
so perhaps it would as an air stewardess &travel around. idk.
12.Who are currently the most important people to you?well, kinda lost hope in that.13.What kind of person do you think the person tagged you is?ym, A cam whore ;)14.Would you rather be single & rich OR married but poor?Single & Rich. same same ym!:)
15.What is your favourite colour?red,white! :D
16.Would you give all in a relationship?
of course. if not there is no point.no?
17.If you fall in love with 2 person simultaneously,who would you pick?
is it possible. ?
18.What are the top five countries on ur to go list?TAIWAN. HONGKONG. thailand. KOREA.japan.19.Do you prefer being a single or having a relationships?having a relationship?20. 5 people that i have tag?anyone who wants to do it:)..my ah ma and i are argueing whether zoey tay gave birth to a girl or a boy-.-
work
its really boring to work on a monday morning!
thanks god pk came :)
zakir can be so -.- at times. i sent him a msg this afternoon asking him to buy stuff.zakir: did you sent wrongly ,yumin say you work full shift.
me: no lorh,she ask me work morning only zakir: no la,my cat pregnant.ive to be responsible for my actions
me: cannot la, my ah ma giving birth today,my dog today funeral. i very busy lorh.zakir: i'll be late abit ah..i go cold storage shopping 1st.
LOL
.
fyi. th above thingy is damn interesting..lol. pk was playing ai hai tao tao in fusion. LOL.
gonna go bathe and sleep..
ta..
♥
whats a birthday without a cake ? (: whats more i have got two .hehe
special thanks to jesscy, who came despite being alone.
for everything you have given me, thanks! ♥
Also to
dearest angelynn,who dropped by.
i appreciate th present &your presence.
for being there,thanks! ♥
&of course last but galdly.
sher,mab, ym ,marvin, zwei, tony&pohli(hope i didnt miss out any)
i swear,i didnt have a clue.
&i initially tot they were too busy for me,& so i choose to work.
but they came & threw me a suprise.
i have told sher this, it was everything i dreamed of.
A belated one aye, im anticipating it! soon!
for giving me th best suprise despite having busy shedule, thanks! ♥
&thou i had to work on th 24th/25th.
i was a happy girl, becuz of all th wishes i get recieved! (:
i had a good 17th birthday afterall!
hehe.
Happy birthday to ME! & XIAO PANG!! :):) 
Thanks for all th wishes.
<3
Happy birthday passerby! :):)
im still unsure of what to get for you! :( & it really really sucks that we are not celebrating our birthday together.thou we have been planing to from that day we knew our birth date is just one day apart. i
donte know what plans you have. but i hope you enjoy your day yea :)
&thou i have only know you for one year. you have given me so much more than i have to you as a friend. i really miss it when we were real close.
It really sucked when we were not talking to each other,ridiculously out ta no reasons,no quarrels or anything. &i believe even thou we are alright now,we still
wonte be how we used to be.i really want to use this chance & tell you.
cuz i have no courage or whatsoever to talk to u on phone or via
sms. i really
donte want a straight forward reply. :
i still believe we
didnt stop talking to each other for no reason.
& i
carn simply pretend nothing had happen..i was really surprise you randomly sms me the other day. & i took it that you read your blog and took pity on me..
i really donte know!
sometimes i really wonder what happened,
to all th joy,to all th laughter,to all th chats,all th bitchings..everything.
For whatever reasons ,im sorry .
&im thankful we are still friends.
♥♥ ! hehe
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i think
Thursday is gonna be
th best so far!
of course ,
fri as well! :D
i went for lessons at 1pm
cuz i skipped
th two early morning
lecture plus two hour break.
For
psps class.
i went to a Dip of
mechatronics class but year 1.2 -,-
thanks god the guys there are nice thou noisy, (its a all guys class ):
&i wasnt left out during grouping. :)
then for telesys,
i made friends with two other "retainee" who are taking emaths 1 !!
so its quite alright.
i wonder if all guys called shaun are goodlookers. :P
emaths was rediculously silent on monday.
but today went alright!
humm..
looks like it isn gonna be that bad.
ive to live!
yesterday i was soooooooo depressed until i felt like ending my life.
thanks yibao! you saved my life!
thanks for being sucha good rubbish bin ,at times :P
tmr three lecture and end! :D:D
im even planning to just skip. but there is jap &i donte want to miss it! :)
Freak.
i think comprog is gonna be my least fav class.(people are damn unfriendly)
im not looking forward to school still.
remember i was crossing my fingers i get girls in my netfund class.
well,as expected i got into a class of Dip of mechatronics,year Twopoint2 ._.
needless to say, its aa almost all guys class!
& my lab partner is very very nice to me! :D thou i still feel uncomfortable studying with seniors. :/
some may find it a good thing i get into different classes.
that means many many friends aye.
but to people like me,where i ve know my friends like forever,
its so hard. definitely something i can never get used to :(
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Met birthday girl after lesson :)
i got maxim to meet up with me.&we surprised her,abit. :P
bye.
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Happy birthday to my dearest gf ♥
i want to meet up with her tmrw.
school ends early as well :)
plsplspls? :):)
Konichiwa ~~
LOL. sounds weird coming out from me.
today was a little better.
sigh.
8am lesson really sucks. japanese went alright. then two hours of break alone at TM.
Netfund lecture was odd? i almost tot i was like th only girl. so i scan thru th list & gosh, they slot me into a class of Dip of mechatronics -,- yea, it was th course i opted out from. so we could have been classmates. LOL. must be fate.
sigh.. i have to see what th lab/tut group for this module is. im crossing my fingers that im th only girl,not. pls.
webapp was alright, at least i donte have to worry about grouping ,cuz th girls were accepting enuff to ask me. :] then another hour break @lib ,surfing th net..
then comprog. as expected new class. . :{ this time th people are from year 1.2. ,different course-.- but they can be real !^!$%&@^* they made me look like a total freak. like they left one empty seat between me & them. -.- like, im all alone, &they are a class. shouldnt they be more accepting.?
sigh..
keith told me there is a chance i might go back to my ex class? really?@!?!!? if i donte, i carn be keep on changing classes right!?!! i donte know how th school works!! args.
sayonara! hee .
this carn be it.
there must be an error somewhere.
why me!
why freaking me!
im going to classes with different faces.
i swear,every single lesson i go to a class who look at me like im some weird ball.
i have emaths lecture with oct intake people, emaths tutorial with all guys that i presume failed like me, webapp with a class of year 2 students of a fucking different course, a new module call telesyn with a different class but same year & course. wtf is this man.
i swear crying was th last thing i wanted to do.but i couldnt help it at all.
i hate every single bit of this.
donte comment on this.
cuz you have no idea.
i know i have no choice.
but it shouldnt be this bad.
just this april i went into a new class with th now alr familiar faces &now ive to go thru th same thing but just worse?!!
its something i can never get used to.
if in life you lose some and you gain some.
may i ask, have i gained anything?
there is just nothing more in life to look forward to.
not friends ,not school,not work..
any idea whats like th fastest way and glamest way to die?
i just scan thru my timetable again! for th like 100th time.. its so screwed..
im gonna stay in school till 6 pm for three days eh! fucking screwed. & th breaks between are like one lesson one hour break..tell me ..how ?i donte want t go school already la :(
i donte know who am i gonna meet..im so scared like..if i go one lesson ,then next lesson change to a different class again.wah lau..i wonder who will go fail three subjects like me lorh. i want t cry alr..:(
&one super sucky thing is i can only wear slippers on friday..-,-
oh..i just realise i still have one lesson with th old classmate-.-
th used to be "apple"-.- lesson..
i ve got 31 hour of lesson every week..kill me plss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im gonna skip as much school as i can la..all th lectures. argss!!!!!!!
i wonder who fucking came up with th timetable..
BYE
yay! im gonna go eat mac ! hahahaha!!
im have to eat very little thou:( but i still want t eat th wasabi meal.LOL
anyway.. im happy cuz i was checking jess timetable & we are taking Japanese TOGETHER!!! :):) omg right!
bye!
im damn scared..
th feeling is like first day of school again man -.- i keep thinking of monday &i get so scared :( my bro had th same predicament as me. he went into a completely new class but he only failed one subject..& he told me his like damn pathetic ah..he went to amk hub alone during a two hour break time. omg! its weird for my bro lorh..haha! i donte want to spend my breaks alone!!! :(:( i donte want t go to class with different faces ! & i still donte get how th school works man. like,if im in a different class as th rest of my previous mates.. then who is going t be my new classmates?
-.- are there like freshies? or other 'retainee' ? humm..
let me blog about something less depressing..
lol..
i chose to work on my birthday! fyi, if you still donte recall.. next week is my birthday..exactly one week.yes.
so its damn pathetic to work la..jesscy is so right,i step one emo donte want celebrate birthday.
fact is..well.. my social circle shrink every...year? if i show you th number of people who celebrated my 15 birthday as compared to last year..you will see im rather ..pathetic.. so! i decided..to not celebrate it & treat it like just another day..
but apparently..im not a very busy person..so..i just happen to have alot of time to think about things. & being sucha super free person..how can i possibly forget my birthday-.-
anyway! if you DO remember.. & if you really want t show some love.. just send me your wishes yea..thou i would rather not be reminded.. but i think i will really cry if no one wish me. :( so pls..make a point to send me happy birthday on 25th of october. & if you want to show me more love! you can drop by my workplace on friday night sat morning,sing me a BD song, bring a present ,& a cake *hinthint. hee.. very obvious alr la..but i really carn think of anyone who will do it for me :( i really hate birthdays without cake k..i didnt have one last year &i nearly cried until well..i got a muffin as replacement.. -,-
something even less depressing..
i lost weight! i think..cuz my shorts are all dropping..
not that anyone notices anything.. but pk told me i look bad.. as in sick..
another friend told me th same thing.. like my diet am really scrwed up..
im not gonna see a doctor not becuz im lying that im unwell..
but becuz im afraid its my own humm..self concious-ness thing?
like..i vomit not becuz..i really needed to..but i wanted to ..kinda thing?
so im just gonna..wait and see..
cuz im happy..im losing weight man! HAHA! just that not in th right way!
i promise,i will be back to normal.soon.hee.
i dk why im using less depressing instead of happier?
lol.im not even upset. im tired now.yay!
its like 7am alr la. =.=
th purrfect shot
im uploading 174 pictures into th comp..haha..
cuz i tot i should have some pictures in here. its getting wordyyy.. i hate this kinda blog much myself.
& becuz my photoshop aint ready ..yet.
i will just upload one of my fav first. hee
later!
:( bad news. i dl th trial but i carn use it! damn irritated now.
okay,im super duper upset & depress..
might be good news ..haha..
i ve got a different time table from my now ex classmates.get it?
yep, in other words..im like retaining?
ohwell..ohwell..
now i ve t deal with new classmates..
whatever it is..ive no mood already.
ta..
alright,after much thoughts..i decided that it might be ..a blessing in disguise..
sigh..i really hate t .. restart..
i know i sound like a loser,friends know me..i donte take initiative to make friends.. so..we'll see how it goes..
pictures! i took th entire day to get th right angles &all..thats how th 174 pictures come from..haha..
& th editing! well,comment me if you want ;)
i love my new skin..hee..
im turning in now..probably going to jog early in th morning..
byebye!
im installing samsung pc thingy to th comp now! hee
i lost my super cute&mini card reader :(
spent my whole late afternoon yesterday at th salon near my house.
got a hair cute plus dye at 65$$ !:)
work last night. time past damn fast & it was a rather busy day.
daryl was around making me laugh as usual.
xiao pang reminded me that 25th of oct is coming!
hee.. he has th same birdday as me. haha..
& th guys love raiding th fridge eating watever that can be eaten. haha..
&&& daryl finds shawn gooddlooking (use to) haha..
well.. his one year younger than me..
jesscy noticed him first & as he comes around more often i find him real goodlooking..
ahah.. plus,i mention him in my blog before if you remember. ;)
i just cooked tomyam with th stove, it sucks.
i think i should stick to microwave hahah..
i donte know what to do later.
probably gonna head down fusion to pass somethings..
then walk around & hunt for a new bag
th pc thingy is taking damn long.
bye..
currently dl-ing GG on tudoh ,ive been wanting to watch this two days ago, but i didnt manage to complete loading it -.-
working yesterday..
- i closed at 7am,11 hours of work!
- someone stored bread inside th freezer& th bread.. froze. haha!eat fresh indeed!
- alot of eyecandies! :):) i swear this time, no funny jaycee chan #2 . this guy is real cute.
- i vomit what i ate for breakfast & lunch/dinner. -.-
- random. i cook 10 bowls of meegoreng on a monday night. humm..all thanks to Dom(4 bowls ordered by him ) -.-
And.. things i want done before school starts
- dye/highlight and extensions .hee
- get a new bag,like .. passerby once said that he see me carrying th same bag all the time,i might be carrying it on my wedding -.-
- buy presents for two lovelies .
- watch more movies, anyone?
After th reopen of school,it spells endless hard work &i really would appreciate more help from friends too.
cause of my shocking and unbelievably low GPA of Zero point .... i carn possibly still remain as slack as 1.1
honestly , bet you guys got a shock right, 0.something of GPA . insane isnt it.
haha.. no one did take in that anyway, but people who are like me ;) will know. hee
so! im gonna pull up my socks &aim for a 2. its a pass ,right?
&to prove ;
| Cumulative Grade Point Average obtained to-date | : | 0.98 |
anyway,im loving Jodi Picoult ,am reading mercy now.
god,its gonna rain.
im off to GG before i head to th salon i hope! :)
haven been sick.
& thou i feel well enuff i still feel like th medicine haven really gone off.
idk why i carn get to sleep last night thou.
i have some serious indigestion.haha!
like i feel hungry yet i still kept burping.
like until 2-3am i was still burping. i felt hungry thou.
:/
alright, have got work tonight.
blog later. :)
okay,there is a misunderstanding.
i shouldnt have put it that way.
i mean about that post that was suppose to be private-d.
what im trying to say now is, that post wasnt referring entirely to you,jesscy.
cuz, the trust and friendship between us goes beyond presence . i know it.
we donte have to meet up or be tgt 24/7 t prove it. i know.
& of course i know how tired youre & thats why i carn bear to tire you anymore.
well,its not something i can explain well, its something between us th trust and everything.
you know i love you . & i do uds. :)
ohwell.
no work this past two days. &then th week after school's starting.
yes,&you wonte believe im actually looking forward to it ,not.
i love working .hahaha! when its not 3 am in th morning that is.
& i ve gotten my pay! :):):)
yea its damn early in th month still.
& after 21 days of work..
i couldnt put myself to say its truly worth it. haha.
i work till 6 in th morning know.
anyway,my pay is 900++ :)
heh. with a shortage of 91 bucks. -.-|||
i just met up with pk.
like finally!
&im now alone in some random internet cafe using th comp.
random? LOL
alright its late.
byebye! :)
stupid me actually posted without realising my blog is un-privated !!
omfg.
ohwell.. you will read it if you read it.
anyway, i closed damn early. haha.you will never guess ,i actually closed at 12 am! LOL.
its like last customer pay i switch of tvee count money &go. haha.
when i went down i found out th earliest fusion can close is 1 am =p
then i went to catch th last bus LOL.
till darren called me & told me he was at fusion with senyang.-,-
& ben also called & ask me where am i. LOL.
didnt open shop thou,just went up and got ben and dom's cue & they went down & play pool.
then me ,darren went off t mac.
fyi, senyang is our primary school friend.
& th first line he said was like fat alr. wtf right. -.-
he have grown & changed alot too luh.
with all th tatoos all. tsktsk.
anyway, we slacked while and decided t head home cuz it was too early.haha
dumb me bought th shop keys home ._.
second time alr, so i was up early today & i ve already place th keys back. haha.
& since i was alr at bugis i shopped!! :):)
im really broke now. haha.
oh & while i walk around i saw xiao boy!!
or rather he saw me haha. he was workin in one of th shops yea. so he got me to help him buy drinks and cigg._.
heh. then i walked around till th rain stops & headed home.
now im gonna eat!
bye!
its 4am in th morning.
im going to sleep right after this.
work th past donte know how many days was damn tiring. i close mostly at 5 ,6 to 7 am. ytd i closed at 730am :( &now im home only at 430 am. :( i donte like them. yea,its th same group of people .
you wonte believe that they can actually start playing from 8 pm (i start work) till 620 in th morning. !!
& they accuse me of overcharging them-.- args. freaking hell. lucky willy explain for me untill they are convince. freaking hate them. args.
life's better. i guess.
daryl told me today that iam laughing more these day :D:D &he thinks its all thanks to him.
well .partly, the things he say can be really mean but funny. really. & i used to hate him for it.LOL. but now,i laugh everthing off. i carn shake off my dao face ,but i ve really cheered up :)
since i ve to live happy or sad. i have to choose to live happily right.
thou,it was hard.
i tell myself each time i feel upset that one fine day everythings is going to come back.
i tell myself ym will be free after her Os which is very soon, & that nothing is wrong.
i tell myself jesscy will be less busy after her dancing stuff which is after today! i think :D
& i tell myself pk will call me when time allow her to.
& i tell myself passerby will still be my friend one fine day when.. idk when:(
i felt fed up. i had enuff of all of them. i know im sensitive. but i really miss having them around me. its been a very very long time since i talk /gossip/ movie/ eat ettc with good friends.yea it might not be long for you guys becuz you all are too busy to even notice that you haven seen me for a very long time. its really depressing . my phone can actually ring less than once per day if i donte take an intiative to sms or call anyone of you. pathetic?
its for th better i guess.
i ve become more independent.
it doesnt matter anymore, friends or no more friends.
in this world, no one is indespensable ,there is no such thing as carn live without.
so since those i really care about donte give a damn about me.
im only left with those that are despensable.
okay,magus is freaking scaring me now la.
his telling me, he never sleeps..
that sounds very familiar. LOL
oh,vampire. LOL
wth.
im going to sleep.
BYE
