♥

im feelling very very screwed.
i just read mab's blog, & i can totally feel how she is feeling now!!!!!

=(

i donte know is it me or th people around me?
i carn seems t talk t anyonne :(
well, except for pk i must say. i guess its becuz we both have th same goals right now.
to study & to be skinney. well,its like she has been very supportive & encouraging these days .
& so pk, i thank you very much too =) i hope our determination t stay fit & slim down stays.
& of course th usual jesscy.

apart from th both of them i have this sudden feel that everyone else had turned their back towards me & had shutted me out of their life. yes!!! this is th feeling im getting from everyone!!!! i know its probably just me.
& i hope it really is. :(

th stress is on everyone, & everyone wants t do well .
&i really think th stress has built an invisible block between each and everyone of us.
if you ve not realise perhaps its you that isnt sensitive enough & not me being over paranoid.


really have too much things going on.


gtg
!
----

/**

im dying of fatigue. but all she thinks of is herself.here i am working on my school work trying t clear the workload that keeps piling up. and there she is complaining that iam making way too much noise causing her to be woken up & she needs t rest. aint i equally tired? ive t go sch on weekdays & work on weekends.whats more a job that starts at 8pm and ends at 5am .thats my weekend,th only time i get to ,meet up with all my friends all sacrificed for work. did i complain? i spend with my own money and im happy with it. yes,i admit i do overspend,but m i wrong to ask for money when my pay is used up?i donte even get my monthly allowance anymore! is asking for 3 dollar worth of bus fare too much?i can forgo my lunch cuz i carn afford them anymore. and i donte expect her to pay for it either.i didnt have th intension to complain..but she keeps telling me how tired she is and how she regret she took care of us,how bad her life is and whatever.. am i living any better? i ve to go home and face all th shits that is going on?

my feelings right now,are just like th never ending homwork that keeps piling up inside me. i need to channel out somehow ,someway. i really tried my very best to restrain myself from blogging out my problems, but i have no one else to turn to.. blogging is th only way to get all of your attention without any disruption without any random comment isnt it? notice how many times i tried to talk about my problems and i get cut off? No one in particular,just think,my friends.every time i raise up and issue did it only get to u thru my blog?

posted by MAGDELENE X) @ 4:52 PM 0 Comments

alright,i will blog about today, ahaha. read th below post yea :P

so i had school,handed up my flowchart. i didnt do so yea,i took mich and handed it up. th marks or rather his remarks donte matter anymore. idc anymore:) his damn screwed okay.

today was sucha whether man. tanning plus swimming with pk was gooddd :)


anyway,im sorry t all if anyone notice i behave a little off today. i seems angry or pissed?
ive my diet t thank ,cuz i was very very hungry. and y'noe hungry =angry.
and so i wasnt in my best mood.

i promise i will try my very best not to let anger gets th better of me .
sorry =) !!

ve t complete wrtioirial. but shall go sleep now .
=p


BYE

posted by MAGDELENE X) @ 10:29 PM 0 Comments

jaycee chan =eyecandy= yibao?

okay, th equation looks wrong. it does interest you .no?
HAHA
read on! :)


humm.. i find jaycee chan is way more charming than dad pls. jackie chan have very ugly and big nose. while jaycee have big but rather straight nose & its very sharp too . & his small eyes are cute.

okay, so what does it got to do with my eyecandy?

skip this part alright. cuz i ve got no picture t justify that my eyecandy reallly looks like jaycee.
i know jesscy must be, tell you already. haha.okay,now i believe !! cuz i went to look up for jaycee chan's photo.


& no . my eyecandy is NOT yibao. LOL. I JUST FIND THAT HE LOOKS EVEN MORE LIKE JAYCEE CHAN!!!!!! =P

okay, i ve open up like 20 ++ of jaycee chan photos. LOL.

friendster is giving me alot of problems. args.


okay, jayvee chan fyi looks like this.


if you ve seen yb you should know this picture looks damn like him!!!!!! LOL




this is very nicee ..



& this is YIBAO! :D

HAHAHA. who dare disagree he looks really like jaycee chan!!!!!


okay,maybe not this one . ahaha. but just their eyes look alike.. no?

this two probably..



lookalike no???!??! LOL..


humm.. maybe he looks like th tan version of jaycee.

&& my eyecandy looks like th fair version of jaycee..

i carn prossibly post my eyecandy photo .so i shall post jaycee chan's photo that looks like eyecandy for people who actually knows who my eyecandy


i think this one will look slightly more like eyecandy..



i carn believe myself actually agreeing that eyecandy do looks like jaycee chan..

like th two pictures below?







ahaha. looks really alike alright. if you want t know who is my eyecandy ASK ME! i might be nice t show you!!! & girlfriends ,you should totally be like, omggg looks damn alike laa.. LOL.

& i didnt really ask yb for permission t kop his picture. :P but i guess its alright since he doesnt read my blog. heh!


ahaha. gtg byebye! :D

posted by MAGDELENE X) @ 8:22 PM 0 Comments

i think i must stop using maxi eyes contact lense already. i just bought time on th 15th & my eyes gets irritation ,its red and feels sore now :( & i lost my eyedrop!!! args.


anyway, webapp prog by next week. c'mon girls, we get it over and done with & it would means one subject down :) & i think i will retake java next sem *cries

my wrtorial is still alright i guess. but like what classmate say, my attendance part had already pull down my grade. whatever i do now ,th best i can ever get is just a P for pass. haha. ohwell,im aiming for a pass only. i hope i do pass =X


alright.. nothing much t update. for now its all abut studies & diet .
oh,i just receive a mail that my F21 items have arrive!! i bought a patent sneakers high cut one & i forget what. i think a head band. but!! i carn even afford th second payment. !! :( i wonte even have money t take bus lorh. :( oh,th second payment is ridiculous. it cost me 22$$ i ve never come along a spree that needs me t top up so much.


alright

BYE!: (

posted by MAGDELENE X) @ 6:51 PM 0 Comments

hello!

i had engfund test first thing in school. no comments. uhmm..

im hoping t complete wrtorial by tonight. not like i ve a choice actually.

well,i met up with pk after school . yep,we kept t our plan and jogged at tpy stadium for half an hour at 8 till th stadium closed at 830 pm :) tiring it was but nevertheless i never felt so "alive" for th past few months.

& my diet is going t continue like this for th whole of this week, maybe till th next or th next. hee. until those fats are entire out of sight. args.

i think i smell like shi hong now ,she uses sunsilk shampoo i guess. lols. thats random..

anyway, miss devilyn pls stop stressing yourself up. you talk like you are gonna break down anytime. & it makes me very worried :( it also makes me feel that im over relaxed. alright see yo tmr :)


bye world!

posted by MAGDELENE X) @ 10:35 PM 0 Comments

hello! im very tired from yesterday's work:(& i feel like sleeping more!! but alot has t be done. :(:(

th crowd yesterday was crazy man.customers with alot of orders.zzz but,i manage t close at 5am still. with 1 dollar shortage.HAHAHA. weeee :)

sorry passerby i couldnt have breakkie with you .thou i so want t eat. :(
& sorry ym i went mia after awhile. LOL .thanks for chatting with me thou. :) see ya soon after your 'o's :)


byebye!



happy birthday meiqi! =D

posted by MAGDELENE X) @ 1:10 PM 0 Comments

so i overslept yesterday and skipped another day off school.
the three school-less days have been weird :| i think i screwed up pretty badly in school.
no mcee ,work barely done. deadline of project due so soon yet nothing have been done. args.
i hate myself for been so lazy. & i ve been sleeping at home th whole time! i donte know why i donte have time t study! i donte know where did that motivation of pulling myself awake at 6 am went to?



someone pls scream or shout at me. :(
okay,im gonna wake myself up early at sunday afternoon. & no one should ask me out!
i have got test on monday. a flowchart overdue t hand up on wed, a wrtorial presentation t be done up. args.
:(
i wish th study break would come faster. cuz i only have two papers t be done & i ve like 7 weeks of holidays! :D:D


anyway,jesscy's birthday. well, we manage t suprise her. she totally wasnt expecting it :)hee you know you love us jess :) th chocolate cake was nicee . i hope you like th bag pack me and pk got for u =)



anyway,me and pk came up with a plan of meeting each other everyday at 8pm t jog at tpy stadium. i hope we can stick t th plan at least until i drop t 4x kg. args. i hate t go on diet. all th good food gone, and those tiring exercise i hate . :(


alright.
got t go :)

posted by MAGDELENE X) @ 4:49 PM 0 Comments

hey yo,its like 12 am right now :)

& i would like t wish MISS JESSCY ANG SHU YI happybirthday :D:D:D

below are pictures i took with you for th past two years :)
yup, look at them and have a good laugh at how we USED t look like.LOLS









anyway,bestfr im sorry if you are disappointed that your birthday is so unplanned :(
i hope you like th present me and pk brought for you. it might not be th one you liked most. but its th thoughts that matters yea :)
love you! :D

posted by MAGDELENE X) @ 12:16 AM 0 Comments

tsk,im soo dead. i didnt go for school. thou i reached school on th dot i back out last min & went t look for jesscy instead :) yea,& i didnt get any mc t excuse myself for today. :( so it means,a zero for my test & a -50 % for my proj. -.-

ohwell, im thinking of not going t school tmr anyway. ahahaha.told you im addicted t not going t school. :(

ahh..still need t go get wrtorial done.

BYE!

posted by MAGDELENE X) @ 10:51 PM 0 Comments

sigh, feel so bad for troubling ppl t get my work done. sucha burden magdelene. args.

anyway,jesscy's post makes me feel like a good friend:) wee. see, little things i do that counts .hee.
i guess thats why friends should all love me. :D cuz im soo nice . :P
well actually, i donte like it when friends say thank you cuz it makes us feels distant. but once in a while, i like t feel like im being appreciated. :)

im very vexed cuz i donte know what t do for my bestfr's birthday. :(

&im very god damn sleepy now.


BYE!

posted by MAGDELENE X) @ 1:25 AM 0 Comments

alright, anticipating whether t skip tmr again. =/ yes,shouldnt have let that idea cross my mind once. cuz im hookd t skipping school. i skipped school last tuesay and thats it. fri ,i didnt do wrtorial so i skipped. &today, i overslept,tmr.. lets just say, i dread going t school =X cuz there is java lab open book test, and th not yet t be done flowchart t be handed up.

ohwell, yesterday was a random day out =D passerby called me out & i met him with egghead at causeway point -.- caught red cliff. & passerby and i bused home after that.
& when i past block 111 i saw siewfong!! haha! so i walked over & saw her with wen wei doing his D&T folio. heh. so helped abit & slacked till 3am before heading home.

& very smartly in th morning ,my grandma didnt borther t wake me up even when there is like people bombarding me with calls irritating th shit out of her. well :/ so i wasted a day not going t school,cuz they practically did nothing in school =C


args.


BYE!

posted by MAGDELENE X) @ 11:54 PM 0 Comments

im back homee!
feeling so tired as i was doing those eng fun tutorials ,quiz& assignment. well,i manage t figure them out alr :D hee.
i should really start worrying about my java proj,oral and presentation, & studio 8 proj. omgomg! just thinking about them is enough t stress me up. boo. =(

anyway,school days are still th same. but at least today was good. cuz apparently missyyx decides t be nice. haa. at least too me. see th love-hate relationship we have for her?

anyway,im really damn scared of java. im soooo clueless. :( omg. th thought of facing that ZZCVEgerg223AV$#TQG lecturer :(

oh,i love todays studio8 's lesson. it was not ..wasted at last.
my eyes are shutting.i feel like taking a nap. but nono! alot of things t be done =(

sometimes,i really donte feel like treating my brother well.
i really wanted t get something real nice for him, like a branded belt. cuz i tot, it might look good for him? but now..
i feel it's so pointless and stupid t treat someone so good..
when all he thinks about is how t get rid of me?
i donte blame him,cuz i believe i get on his nerves every time i wreck havoc in his comp.
but carn he understand me being an IT noob have no inkling whatever i install in th comp is infested with virus.
args.. so contradicting.


BYE! X)

posted by MAGDELENE X) @ 7:18 PM 0 Comments

alright,im using this lappie secretly cuz i wasnt allowed t use it. :( my brother ban me from doing so. he purposely changed his pw. &well, me bing one smart ass broke his stupid pw. -.-

whao, im amaze at my gossiping skills. i can even gossip thru msn now! :P LOL. i love love jesscy angshuyi man. i swear,if she didnt nudge me on msn,i wouldnt be writing a happy post. i prepared a whole chunk of words filled with sadness. seriously, i was so depressed the last two days!i keep tearing that my eyes hurts like crazy . my mood was so ruin ytd and th whole of today's afternoon. wondering why am i so sad? im keeping it to myself for now. cuz im feeling happier gossiping with jesscy already. i guess i just miss my friends very badly :( very very badly.

anyway,work on fri and sat was random but fun!
on fri i had pk around till closing . darren,ben and dave was also around making time pass soo fast! i closed on 4 i think & we went for breakfast at mac. :D &i donte know why i was tickled by their lame,cold jokes. !cab home after that.
then th next day, i was depressed th whole afternoon at home. for no reason i felt damn sad. i think wearing contact lense after crying is a wrong decision .cuz th same problem occurred again. yea,i was blind enough t let one table run off and only realizing it after ONE WHOLE HOUR. or maybe more cuz th bill was 18.20$$ =.= th best thing is,it was full house and there was soo many people around but no one bothered t tell me. oh, i was being damn smart becuz th table was right in front of th counter. !! but anyway, darren and co came around & hanged around till i close at 4am.
hee.

oh,thanks darren :)for your cab on both day!


anyway,today. i took out allll my hair extension.i look like shit now. i think removing my hair extension took away my confidence as well =X

alright.
BYE!

posted by MAGDELENE X) @ 8:41 PM 0 Comments

so like what ive said on my previous post.
i didnt do my wrtorial and so.. i took a day off from school! (:

haha! i suddenly remember someone in th class was saying bout.. if we just keep going t school all th time till th end of one semester we can clear leave. LOL! exactly man, we can just skip school ,thou th attendance will drop ,our result wont be much affected. im amused by him using clear leave..well.. we are full time students right.

&oh, ytd was one happyy day! gfs should know ;) but i still think doing better is th best way t provoke her yea. so im all into studying now. :Di want t do well!


not much time now.
BYE! :D

posted by MAGDELENE X) @ 2:53 PM 0 Comments

hello!

today was greaaatttt! :) thou i didnt really sleep cuz i was studying java till 3 in th morning and woke up at 7 am t continue. ended up there wasnt any lab test. it was just a quiz. but ohwell,guess i screwed it up anyway.

anyway, guan yin ma. i donte wish t ban /delete your comment since you sound both nice and irritating at th same time. BUT! i have t say, i was at sentosa TANNING for guan yin ma's sake what am i to wear if i donte wear a bikini?

anyway.bro's back:( wah lau. cannot do wrtorial alr. args.

posted by MAGDELENE X) @ 5:38 PM 0 Comments

post removed! :)

i should be studying JAVA right now.

BYE

posted by MAGDELENE X) @ 5:33 PM 0 Comments

it was a super good day with no school! wee! :)

haha.
i love love sleeping till late and receiving morning messages when i wake up. i know passerby will prolly not send them anymore if i donte reply them.. cuz i donte wake up and pee at that time! :(


jesscy's birthday in just one week! & she's spending it on her dance concert. youre so getting in alright! :) im so afraid she might not like th stuff im getting for her!!

shopping trip today was rather...disappointing?
well, at least lunch as always at pizza hut was good with gfs. haha!
i didnt know mich didnt like me at first. -, -

anyway,ps is so not th right place for shopping.
so joan and i walked down t bugis.

but i still didnt get anything :(
she got a back pack from zinc for th cheapest price i swear.
was thinking of getting th same one. but.. haha. i have nothing against th design.. its just th brand yea. lol!


&& i know what t get for my brother's 18th birthday alr! :)

im jumping from topic t topic. &ive got a java quiz tmr? im so dead :(
whatever man.
im so gna bathe and sleep now!


bye!:D

posted by MAGDELENE X) @ 10:40 PM 0 Comments

:( my eyes are like damn painful everytime i blink. i think i will seriously go see a doctor if it doesnt get better. there isnt any disgusting eyeshit anymore.lols


really tired now.

anyway,one random thing. i only like t take picture with jesscy!
haha.cuz we have equally big face. mine's bigger. cuz she got a small chine. while i got a round face. args. see why im always telling people i need botox ? HAHAHAHA!

im uploading plenty of pictures now. hope it works! :)




only two pic for sentosa. th rest are all fats

unedited cam whore shots. ahaha. damn ugly man.


th random night ,slacking





damn i love her small cute face. :(



















goodnights!

<3<3

posted by MAGDELENE X) @ 11:15 PM 0 Comments

omg. i think im going blind. i was practically half blinded today. my vision was blurred throughout th day.! i bet its th going t expire contact lenses. oh,fyi, i do wear those "dolly" lenses. haha. that is if any of you suspect why my eyes suddenly look so much more "brighter"

anyway, i drop by fusion t collect my pay. damn pathetic pls. only 300$$ how t survive till next pay man. & im damn suayyy today. i drop my exlink card. its not th card k, its th ffucking concession la. it cost like 52 $$ :( omg. i think im going t 23 inter t check it out.

log test today. yeap,th last question drived my bonkers. it wasnt difficult but i just carn accept th answer was x=0 i mean, its quite ridiculous no?




anyhoot, shopping with gfs tmr. gna go keng mceee :)
heh heh. weeeee!!! :)


byebye! :0

posted by MAGDELENE X) @ 8:19 PM 0 Comments

there is a test on engmaths tmr? i think on logarithm? okay,whatever.
im still online shopping-ing.argss..

i donte know why i ve got pimples at th top and th bottom of my lips. damn ugly. zzz.

anywayyy..work ytd. passerby came all th wayy from st james power house t fusion t accompany me!:) i closed around 5.3oam & ate at mac before we head home.

thanks passerby! &sorry i glued your eyes. hahaha. & sorry i was so stingy la k. -pouts.

i want t go shoppin!!!!

posted by MAGDELENE X) @ 9:04 PM 0 Comments

haha. yes joan, i was damn bored man.
didn even bother t read just copy and paste it here. lols


anyway, work ytd was finee. there wasnt any shortages of $xx hee. yea, for th first time ah. its rather depressing t know that $1xx of your pay fly away becuz of shortage okay. so i should take extra care when handling $$.
brother came in th morning & he taught me how t play pool! haha! cuz we had t wait for th ah tiongzxsx t play finish their game. i closed at 6am & we cabbed home :) its good t have a brother.. sometimes. HAHA!


i ve t work tonight too. :( humm.. come t think of it. i think i neglect me studies too much . im gald t say that i got a good grade for wrtorial. actually not me, my partner yea. i only did th front &th whole entire project was done solely by her! we got 31.9 /50 btw. yea,me for doing nothing at all. :| i swear, im gonna work hard for my oral and presentation. my phobia of speaking in front of one whole class have t be gone!
& i had t hand up my java thingy by next wed. :/ im like so dead. maybe i should really pay someone t do it for me .haa


okay,i needa go prepare now. byeee! :D

posted by MAGDELENE X) @ 4:50 PM 0 Comments

omg ! i think i ve just completed all th quiz from th quiz box? lols. its too long too read pls.

i took almost all th tests. go http://www.quizbox.com/personality/ if you want：）

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Here is the analysis:

1. You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
2. You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
3. You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
4. Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
5. Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

Kind and Gentle

Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

You value your friendships: 50%

You value your friendships quite a lot but you don't like to show your feelings to others. You would rather keep your feelings to yourself than share them with your friends. You might get a pleasant surprise if you are more open about caring for people - they will probably let you know that you're special to them, too.

Nosy Level: 50%

You may seem to be a nosy person to some people, but actually you are quite a serious person who's not at all interested in gossip. You just like to know what's going on around you. It's a natural interest and you can get offended when people tell you they think you're a sticky-beak.

A present for your boyfriend

You are unhappy with what you already had.

Jealousy Level: 55%

You are a jealous person but you try not to let it show

You often get very jealous of others but you are successful at controlling your emotions publicly. When you feel that other people are winning things that you deserve, you get very upset, but you won't hurt anybody else by making a scene. Your jealousy is private. You might, for example, cry yourself to sleep at night when you get really jealous of someone.

How you control your husband, who will lead the family and who will be led?

You will never expect to control your boyfriend or husband. Your boyfriend and you will take turns to make decision and the decision is often acceptable to both of you. Whatever you want to let him know, you can just tell him straightforwardly. This is a good relationship, a pretty modern one

Who is your dream guy?

He is wild and adventurous. His path is often against the world. He does what he wants when he feels like. His type of girl is quite like him, independent and wise. If you love freedom and willing to risk, go for this guy.

This test tells you what your wedding ceremony will be like.

You'll just head to a registry office, get the signing of the forms over with and be off on your honeymoon as soon as you can.

How well do you react?

You recover quickly from disappointment. But when you feel that things are going wrong, you will react immediately.


is the analysis:

1. Your future friend: You have a big sister confidence and leadership. So you friends are mostly vulnerable and always need your help. You can't resist helping these people and eventually you all will become good friends.
2. Your travel plan: In the future, you will often take overseas trips especially to modernized countries. You will get to explore Europe and North Asia like you always wanted.
3. Your future financial status: You are a big spender! You always spend on friends and luxury goods without feeling guilty. No matter how much you earn, you churn to match it. Your credit cards get thinner and thinner from frequent swipes. The figure in your bank account is not what you enjoy seeing.
4. The last period of your life: You can't stand being a lonely old lady so you will spend the last days of you life being a kind loving grandparent so that the kids will love to have you around.

What is your favorite mode of travel?

Here is the analysis:

You value your friends and people around you. While you help others, you also work your way to the goal. Just don�t let them distract your direction.

What do your friends think of you?

Here is the analysis:

It's time to climb up your walls and make friends. Although you feel happy with your friends, your silence might be interpreted that you are too jealous to speak out.

What if your boyfriend goes out with another girl?

You are pessimistic and get disturbed by things that don't really matter. If your boyfriend goes out with someone else, that's the end of your world.

How well will you survive in this wild world?

Because of your kind nature, you always find it hard to turn down people in need. You always want to do so many things at once but eventually you might not achieve anything. Try to focus on one thing at a time and you will surely be successful.

Here is the analysis:

You believe in the good and the pure. Anything other than that is not what you will bend towards. Within your silence, you are arrogant.

You are emotional. If the opportunity arises, you have a chance to cheat on your boyfriend/girlfriend.

Your Sixth Sense Score: 53%

You are too careful. Listen more to your inner feelings and take a chance. You will then find the pleasure in life.

Here is the analysis:

You like to know secrets about people. You are quite superstitious. Although you are very careful about spending your money, you often end up spending a lot of money on unnecessary stuff.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test48.aspx?cmd=07

Here is the analysis:

You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are a freedom lover and a strong person.

You love your house and family. You are a gifted artist as well. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes.

You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You always have plans on your mind. This might cause a lot of stress if things don't go the way you expect. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be.

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. We also see that you are sensuous, sexual, and privately passionate. You don't think much about yourself.

Your Working Style

You have a great deal of warmth, but may not show it until you know a person well. You keep your warm side inside, like a fur-lined coat. When you are care, you care deeply, but are more likely to show your feeling by deeds rather than words. You are very faithful to duties and obligations related to things or people you care about.

You take a very personal approach to life, judging everything by your inner ideals and personal values. You stick to your values with passionate conviction, but can be influenced by someone you care deeply about. Although your inner loyalties and ideals govern your lives, you find these hard to talk about. Your deepest feelings are seldom expressed; your inner tenderness is masked by quiet reserve.

In everyday activities you are tolerant, open-mind, flexible, and adaptable. If one of your inner loyalties is threatened, though, you will not give and inch. You usually enjoy the present moment, and do not like to spoil it by rushing to get thing done. You have little wish to impress or dominate. The people you prize the most are those who take the time to understand your values and the goals you are working toward.

You are interested mainly in the realities brought to you by your senses, both inner and outer. You are apt to enjoy fields where taste, discrimination, and a sense of beauty and proportion are important. You have a special love of nature and a sympathy with animals. You often excel in craftsmanship and the work of your hands is usually more eloquent than words.

You are twice as good when working at a job that you believe in, since your feeling adds energy to your efforts. You see the needs of the moment and try to meet them. You want your work to contribute to something that matters to you-- human understanding, happiness, or health. You want to have a purpose beyond your paycheck, no matter how big the check. You are perfectionists whenever you deeply care about something, and are particularly suited for work that requires both devotion and a large measure of adaptability.

The problem for you is that you may feel such a contrast between your inner ideals and your actual accomplishments that you may burden yourself with a sense of inadequacy. This can be true even when you are being as effective as others. You take for granted anything you do well and are the most modest of all the types, tending to underrate and understate yourself.

It is important for you to find practical ways to express your ideals; otherwise you will keep dreaming of the impossible and accomplish very little. If you find no actions to express your ideal, you can become too sensitive and vulnerable, with dwindling confidence in life and in yourself. Actually, you have much to give and need only to find the spot where you are needed.

Here is the analysis:

You are likely to be influenced by anything. You find it's very difficult to say "No" to others, especially when you are pushed.



In any case, if you don't make any efforts to meet people, no relationship is going to get started.

Here is the analysis:

You are an efficient person but you always need time to think through issues before taking action. You can be a romantic one but you are too hasty making decisions in love. Generally, you are very cheerful.

The drawing of water springing out of the fountain tells something about emotions.

You have a strong masculine quality. If you want to annoy your loved one, you can just do it without hesitation. You are stubborn, faithful and frank. Sometimes, you laugh when you are not supposed to.

Who's Your Type?

Here is the analysis:

A person who is kind and generous is attractive to you.

The first qualification that you want from your partner is:

Looks: looks mean a lot to you.



The decisions you have made indicates your criteria in choosing your soulmate.
More important matters come first on the list below:

1. Education
2. Money
3. Appearance
4. Love

Even zookeepers would have trouble figuring out why an elephant was smiling! In other words, the answer you chose is a true reflection of what would make you happy at this moment. Imagine what would put a smile on your face--and make it a reality.

posted by MAGDELENE X) @ 7:22 PM 0 Comments

yipee. both joan and i have decided t go on diet. so me,mich and joan are all on diet now! HAHAHA. that way,we wonte be tempting each other by eating during break. yay!


school today. well, at least we did get a lil bit of work done for web app. :x & thats it for school! haha. slack yea?


so now,im waiting for dinner. haha.

passerby says i ve got no life.everyday is just eat,sleep ,go school,eat ,sleep.
or it will be, eat ,sleep ,go school,go work, sleep, eat.
OR if its more exciting it will be,eat ,sleep, sentosa, sleep,eat.
LOL
hokay,passerby didnt say ive no life.i said it.

nyway, 7 more dayss!!!! :) haha. for passerby & me too yea. cuz our pay day is on 15th! :D

i miss sherlyna &mab !
this is totally random.! but i really miss em !!!!!

posted by MAGDELENE X) @ 6:08 PM 0 Comments

lols. i just read mab's blog. she self declared herself as a youth and ponned school! hahaha. should have totally done that man. today's lesson was sucha drag. th last two especially was a total waste of time. zzz


anyway, after school i went on a random outing with passerby! heh. first t aljunied then t T3 .hokay,we were like some excited kid who is going there for th first time? hahaha. we didnt mange t find th place where we can have a good view of th plane taking off. :( hahah. at least i had alot fun laughing at lame stuff.

trained then bused back. im darn tired now. i donte even feel like typing..



thanks passerby, for today! :D


goodnight!:D

posted by MAGDELENE X) @ 12:19 AM 0 Comments

heellloo!!! this is like my thrid time blogging today.
i didnt study at all. i fell asleep till dinner and am watching th new show on channel 8.

anyway, th result of my hair is like.......

lols. i donte want t ,i hate t admit. it looks kinda bad :(
school startd tmr,i ought t study abit.


hee.

posted by MAGDELENE X) @ 8:43 PM 0 Comments

im waiting for my hair t be ready now.

haha! im dyeing hair on a random order ! just like i ve chopped off my hair extension !
kinda shocking. no? haha! people have been telling me about my drastic change since primary school. from short hair t super longgg hair, dyed hair, pierced tongue ,make up ,makes up ME! :)

i seriously donte even feel like looking back at my old photos. i used t loook damn tomboy-ish during primary,then i look ah lian-ish during secondary. thou i still have people telling me i look like an ah lian. i donte really care anymore. cuz im not one, & never will be one :)

heh! yay. no more ah tiong looking me!
gonna wash off th hair dye. th bleach powder is making me sneeze like crazy.


byeee!!! :)

posted by MAGDELENE X) @ 4:00 PM 0 Comments

hoaky, im not going on hiatus anymore. (:

ytd,i woke up in th morning & prepared for my section outing. =/ turn up rate was soo bad.! i donte mind since i get t eat seoul garden anyway. jesscy! lets go there some other time during weekdays so we get student price k :D

then i met jesscy at cityhall & waitd for her aunt and cousin t arrive before we headed toward marina bay for NDP08 :)
& very unluckily we saw my ex with th gf -.- both me and jesscy was like, omg i ve this premonition that we will see HIM today! yes,even jesscy had th feeling!!!!!! but we hurried away before he sees us ,i guess..


anyway, melanie was caught in a netball match ._. & askd me t help her work. now my weekend is wasted. okay, like when is my weekend ever not wasted. hah. i was plannin t study on sunday morning k.

my grandma is soo random. she must be damn happy t find a medicated oil inside th goodie bag. LOL. & donte ever buy the natural confectionery co sweet k. it taste so sucky. t yea,its inside th goodie bag as well. it was damn funny seeing people excerising the Singaporean spirit by snatching up as much free bread they can carry, when i notice th expiry date is only two days from ytd!



&passerby, im so sorry. i fell asleep when i reach home & didnt see th msg till now.
im really sorry t fell asleep when you really need someone t talk t :(
anway, i wish you luck in whatever decision you ve made yea.
no more old ah xiang ah! ;) &pls CHEER UP!


needa go do my stuff bye! :D

posted by MAGDELENE X) @ 1:24 PM 0 Comments

im sooo pissed off now, ytd & th day before.

im so pissed off when i found out *
im so pissed off i wasnt even notified that ive work on every friday.
im so pissed off during work becuz one group of people ran away &i didnt even realise. =(
im so pissed off with zakir & peter for pranking me on msn.
im so pissed off with my grandmother for nagging at me from th moment i open my mouth and asked for money.
im so pissed off becuz i smsed kelly & she didnt reply me till now,so i donte know whether t go for section outing or not.

im so not in th mood.


im going on hiatus.
BYE

posted by MAGDELENE X) @ 1:11 PM 0 Comments

lols. whos guan yin ma? & yea, been long since i last went t temple ,HAHA!

anyway, school! it was sooo borrinngggg.. we only have three hours of lessons & i felt like i ve been there for 6hours!

so after that 6 hours seems like lessons i went off t AS t look for jesscy! :) well, i discover something, hahaha! it did shocked me but its alright:) eyecandies are like everywhere . ohwell :| just felt abit aimless now! gotta go search for new eyecandies.... or not!, maybe i should get a life! HAHAHA! & get my ass on studying.

i needa job badly. something t keep myself occupied & tired. i get so awake at night i carn sleep & th next morning i feel so dead tired. & dieting was suppose t start like three days ago! & im eating two dinners in a day? hokay, no meals for me tmr :( HAHAHA! skinny girls ,skinny jeansss!!! :'( even jesscy agrees i look fat alright! I LOOK FAT!


anyway, tmr is gna be another boring shit day. i ve got wrtorial! anyway ,crashing jess's lecture tmr. gna be fun! :D


pictures! :D i donte feel like postingthem up. i look so fat worhszxs



MIEE IZZZ SHO FATT WORHSSZXSXSZSXS!!!!!!!


:( BYE

posted by MAGDELENE X) @ 11:11 PM 0 Comments

im damn tired now.. school starts later tmr!!! :) thou there is still Java lessons -.- gfs & i self declare early dismissal tmr :)

& today, i shall skip th school part yea. hahaa.nothing interesting except.. what else other than my eyecandy man :) but no no eyecandy.. today is one boring day.

haha! so passerby woke me up t pee at 7pm & suggested t go tanning! haha! i tot th wheather during th afternoon was soo good. until.. we reach th pool & passerby go swim his 1/2 lap .HAHAHA! & i only tanned for 20 mins before its started RAINING.. there were still sun of course. but i wouldnt want t risk getting sick & getting our stuff wet :/


so after he washed up ,we decided t bus down bugis for abit of shopping before he head down zouk with his tee shirt,berms &flipflops. :P HAHAA! kidding aye. but anyway , no retail therapy anymore for good for me. really gotta learn how t save up. =(


anyway, met his friend at bugis & took an mrt to PS t meet th gf. ate dinner &walked around diaso then t th arcade. anywayyyy!!! i caught myself a piglet!!!! :):) yea,passerby im damn proud of it k. it was my very first attempt on "catching" soft toy & i got it at my second try! :):) luckkyyy!!!


left th place and passerby went home t change while im home &im going t sleep after this! :D

GOODNIGHT!:D

posted by MAGDELENE X) @ 11:12 PM 0 Comments

/* tags reply,

• Passerby very standard meh? lols!

yea lor. standard meh? HAHAHAHA

• pk ONLINE~!

yes dear,im online & your not!
haha

gal frenz 4 evaa yoo!!! sentosa love!
HAHAHA! i still haven get all th pictures .
&i look FAT:(

posted by MAGDELENE X) @ 6:55 PM 0 Comments

i decided not t post!

HAHA!


BYEE!!!


oh yea! i wantd t post that i got very motivated YTD t go on diet.
HAHA! i donte know why my motivation only last for one moment.

anyway, due t a random, candid, plus unflattering:( shot by yb during work i realize i really do look very FAT. damn.:(
so i set my alarm t 6.45am so i can go joggin early in th morning.

but! i end up sleeping till 10 am ._.
so ive decided,t go jog after this 7 pm show! HAHA

skinny girls,skinny jeans , skinny girl skinny jeans ,skinny girls skinny jeans!
i want t be skinnyyyyyy!!!! :(

posted by MAGDELENE X) @ 6:37 PM 0 Comments

MAG IS TH LOVE YO!

done by,miss joan:P

posted by MAGDELENE X) @ 3:41 PM 0 Comments